7/17/15 Arrow prayer - Lord, I seem to be suffering a lack of motivation. Maybe it is just You saying I need to stop doing so much and spend time recharging. I want to change so many things. I have so many plans and ideas. But I cannot seem to get any motivation to do any of them. What has happened to the hard working person, the overachiever, that I am known to be? I know my theme word for the year is "gaze" because I really wanted to spend time "just being" in Your presence this year. Maybe this is the truth, that although it feels like I am not changing anything because of lack of production, it is really me who is changing.